i'm conbining this blog with my old one... shutting down this blog and shifting it away to another place where i can combine them together.... contact me if u want the new address
{11:45 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
sleeping everything away...
feeling terrible now...going to pop some pills and go to sleep... sleeping will help everything go away...forget everything and i will be a happier person...
{8:55 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
complicated...
gosh....things are getting more and more complicated...and it's all my fault... din expected myself to be affected... and worse still... i affected others too... sorry joyce... i din mean to spoil your mood...hope we are still frens...
{4:18 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
09 June, 2008
broken nose....
stupid spectacles... my niece bumped into my specs today and made me cut my nose... apparently the plastic portion where my specs rests on my nose is not filed properly... when pressure is exerted on my specs... it cut my nose...haiz.... now i got to put a plaster on my nose so that i can wear my specs without causing it pain...
{11:02 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
08 June, 2008
how many times must you ask?
the very reason why i refused to go home these few weeks is that my auntie and cousin is super irritating... things that i tell them... either they refused to admit that they are wrong or they cant accept what i have been telling them... i have already volunteered to let my aunt use my CPF to pay for all her hospitalisation bills and her chemotheraphy... she is still super insistent about some billing issues that she is not clear about... already told her that i will call CPF board and ask on Monday, she still keep bugging me about that issue for 3 days in a row. what is wrong with her fucking brains and ears? talked to her in english, chinese and cantonese... still dun understand!!!! argh.!@?#!@?#!@?# i need to get out of this hell house!!!!!!
{3:09 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
07 June, 2008
continous playing....part 1
it had been a long week for me... had been going out almost everyday and having the time of my life... i went for many sessions of ktv,went to zouk, went malaysia, prawning and many kaypo updates with my other frens. very tiring... but it's all worth it!
went KTV on friday and monday with two different groups of frens... my contract teachers from XPS and NIE frens... wahahahaha... need to train my singing man... with my XPS frens,there are only two chinese girls, me and Shihui... so no choice i had to sing the guys part.. but most of the songs i can reach the low key parts... torture man... but Shihui... dun worry... i go try ok? then we can sing more duets together...With my NIE frens... also super stressed... surrounded by all the super power singers like Xan, Uly and Joyce... dunno when my singing can be like theirs... strong and powerful... fell in love with this song that i heard in one of the KTV sessions...
zouk night out was super fun. i was very high on the alcohol already... really danced until my feet hurt. first time in many many years that i cast aside my self-consciouness and dun bother about my weight and played the night away...imagine me dancing on the seats... think my group of frens and i were the only people that were crazy enough to do that...we danced until zouk actually closed for the night... during supper... my frens said that i was talking 大道理 all the way... and could not stop talking... so funny... i cannot imagine myself doing that... it was sooooo funny... i was actually super pai seh that my frens asked me to shut my mouth... and thanks to that embarassing moment... joyce called me a motor-mouth... ai yoh... i not ok???!!! i am normally not like that....
{5:04 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
Is this true about me?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
02 June, 2008
pool in the basement...
long day out today... met up with joyce and uly today for lunch... was supposed to meet joyce only... to talk to her about the problem between them and LY... was hoping to convince her that we should not place uly right smack in the middle.(even though he did ask for it)...in the end,uly came to lunch with us... went for KTV for the afternoon... sang for 4 hours... feeling super sleepy through out... did not managed to get any sleep the previous night...
but wat really amazed me was his basement... he lived in a terrace house. the entire basement was like a entertainment centre... there is a bar in the corner, a pool table, mahjong table, tv and even karaoke...
he taught me how to play pool... hee hee... yay... but i still very very terrible at it... the white ball goes into the pocket more than anything else... but it was quite enjoyable despite the fatigue. the two of them were really funny... and lightened up my day...
wonder when we could be playing like this again...esp if we are all going to different schools... but let's enjoy the company for now...
{4:45 AM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
01 June, 2008
Say what you mean....
recent events has shown that most humans say one thing and normally do something else... but ultimately, what they want to do with their lives is not in our hands. do not be upset over something another person has chosen to do or not. what have done watever needed to advise them not to make any mistakes... but if they choose to lie to others and themselves... let them be lor... i always believe in Karma... what goes around will come around. You lie to your husband and fool around outside... one day in this lifetime or another, your other half will lie to you and cheat on you. so to all... bear that in mind...
{9:19 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
KTV Part 1
Trouble at 1am... everyone sleepy already...
Siwei is singing with her eyes closed...
acting cute....
Standing to release the power....
{8:57 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
30 May, 2008
Threading...
went threading with joyce today... was laughing all the way with her... tot that she would be afraid of pain... so i went first to show her the process. tot that i could be a heroine...
everything started out fine. but when the threading reached my upper lips... i was almost in tears already. PAIN PAIN PAIN... but what to do?爱美不要命...
when it was her turn... she was really comical... the funny noise that she made... i cannot stop laffing. even the threading lady had to pause a while to laugh together with me...
but we were quite happy with the results... i got pretty eye brows..and she got what she wanted...
we should make it a regular thing next time...
{2:16 AM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
30 September, 2007
ah wang song....
this song is really cute...sometimes i wished i had the capability to remain childlike for all times... unfortunately, we had to grow up and face responsibilities and work. oh well... just something to imagine i guess..
{11:48 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
10 September, 2007
wishing for something else
i guess my relationship has reached a point where i'm looking for something. while i know that he is a "husband" material boyfriend, he is definitely not the boyfriend material. our courtship days were very short-lived. he did not do much during the courtship. he simply jumped a few steps and plunged into assuming i would be the girlfriend. i noticed one of my NIE buddies seemed to be chasing someone. somehow i can relive those thrill and enjoyment of being pampered and being chased... will i get to go through again? of course i do not want to change a boyfriend. but i do wished that he could shower more attnetion on me. let me go through the courtship feeling again. once again... i wonder if anyone is reading this... one thing is for sure... my bf is not going to see this anytime in the next 5 years.
{4:48 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
24 August, 2007
SHUT DOWN
i'm going to shut down this blog... no point maintaining it when no one bothers
{9:18 PM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
22 August, 2007
interesting outcome....
did you wondered what in the world is this picture?? can you see the Chinese character that has been imprinted on my hand? actually it's 寳(treasure in traditional Chinese) or 宝(simplified Chinese)....
here's what happened.... tonight i was invited last minute to a place in Joo Chiat where we can ask the 师傅 questions beyond scientific reasonings... for those who have lost touch with me for quite some time... i have been rather superstitious now... anyway... there was some rituals that requires me to burn some joss papers... the side with the words printed was facing down on my arm... somehow... the pictures got imprinted on my hand... and so "luckily" this word appeared... hahaha... interesting of all words to appear... maybe i'm precious....
{2:25 AM}
I wish I could soar
And tell the world...
I want to be with you
